Friday 4 april'08
went home straight after sko . bathe n stuff .
went compass tu meet my mum n dad . lunch at sakura.
den went over tu polyclinic . mummy wanna take MC . wanna pon work =x
lols . den mrt tu orchard . wanted tu go penisula ( not sure of the spelling ) tu get my skinnies.
but end up goin fareast as my father frens work there n he can find his fren while i shop
with my mummy. but end up couldnt find the colour i want .
so juz went looking aroud for nice tops but coudnt find nice one tuu . ROAR .
went over tu wisma . walk walk . den bus tu ps . walk walk .
dinner at ajisen ! super full . and home after that .

monday (today)
lessons are ok . as usual , cant stop chatting with lynette that miss huang needs tu call my name.
same goes for mrs teo lesson . we kept banging the tables during chinese lesson
when mdm qin turns around . wanna piss her off =D
she reali got piss n off all the lights n fan . but the heaven help us by raining =D
suppose tu have dance practise after sko . but we got this tour at the esplanade last min .
most of the seniors went for it while the juniors stayed at practise the dance .
not reali that boring n not reali that fun la .
after that irdina wanted tu for his brother tu finish soccer training .
so stand around vari nice there for dunno how long .
she called her bro n he said he goin tu eat first. zZz . irdina wanted tu join them but i dun wan .
so we went mall tu eat instead . long john =D home after that .


if i really really had change i think is because i dont use tu show
this kind of attitude or characters towards yoo guys .
yoo guys noe i always put my frens first no matter what .
and i treasure friendships . maybe because i start tu show yoo guys
my attitude and character that make yoo guys tot i had change .
i'm not trying tu say that i'm not being the real me with yoo guys around .
is juz that i think my close frens ought tu be treated most nicely .
maybe cuz we started tu drift thats y i became lyk this .
i start tu keep tu myself more . and that crew thing . so what if yoo noe ?
yoo guys most prob will juz go ' oic 'or smth . correct me if i'm wrong .
i wont say that the crew thing was a secret or anything . i dont even have the means tu hide it from yoo guys in the first place
if i wanted tu . i would not even answer yoo who's in the crew when yoo asked .
i really dont want tu end our friendship here or anything .
is not i cant live without friends . i dont wanna lose frens that understand me best .
people do change .
one last thing . i dont despise anyone of yoo NOW . but i'm confused . super .

do yoo noe how it feels when the ppl yoo can turn tu when yoo have problems
are actually the ones yoo are having problems with ? man . this sucks .