before i start anything , i wanna make it clear that i'm not tryig tu start all these again.
i juz wanna reply tu what yoo have said and..it is a late reply .
i did not said that i din tell my close frens anything . that one which i said
' i'll juz said we quarreled ' is referring tu frens lyk chenning they all . i desperately need someone tu talk tu .i'm sorry if i din make this clear.
yes. i said i dun wanna care anymore . is because i cant care anymore . it is out of control.
i dunno what tu do and what i say will juz make everything worse and yoo juz dun
get what i'm trying tu say . i noe my english sucks .
i juz wanna make peace and continue being normal frens .
but now.. yoo are giving me the idea that yoo dont want tu . i'm confused.
i hope this time i'm mking it clear tu yoo that i juz wanna make peace .
i am bothered tu explain all this noe is because I CARE . i really do care bout this
frenship and dun wanna end it . i had already apologize and explain for what i had done .
i hope yoo uderstand .
i noe suz is not involve . she is juz trying tu say how she feels inside
on her blog. is that wrong ? yeah, maybe some part of the stuff she said are wrong .
i apologize for her .
and yes jo , i noe my frens din get the other side of the stories fully .
i dunno y but the way yoo are saying this is lyk trying tu say that i had been telling
stuffs that are not true tu them . and i dun act pity .
i dun go around telling ppl stories and gain pity from ppl .
i dun need tu do this . i dun gain anything from this . and lastly ,
i hope this thing is not gonna affect dance.
maybe i din mention it clearly last tym when i blogged .
so yoo got the wrong idea that i'm trying tu bring up this matter again .
so i hope this post would be clear tu yoo guys that all along i juz wanna make peace between us.
i hope my this post wont make anything worse .
yes. this is gonna be the last post , about this matter . i'm tired already .
and i'm sure yoo guys are tuu . =D




exams are over !! wahahaha . and also got my reuslts already .
this is my first tym only failing 2 subs ! which is maths (F9)
and my combine sci(E8) . i think i did pretty well for bio but not for chem .
i'm always feeling tired nowadays . cuz i din slp at all whole night .
guess what i did ? cook maggie . sit outside my hse and stone .
and dig out all those old photos n neoprints my frens and i took long ago .
staring at it for ages . it juz bring back so much memories .
i cant help but...AHEM . this is the only only period of tym that my tears flow so much.
and i realise that i had been thinking bout them and looking at photos..lyk everyday . ahahas .
and i still have the picture of me n mel in my wallet . =D hehe . and those neoprints .
i hope i could be heartless enough tu let go n forget everything. but i cant .
i get soft hearted easily when it comes tu frens . my mum told me that this is a weak point.
i see frens tuu importantly and trust ppl tuu much .
yeah and its true . frens are lyk my everything (including my hp) and i of cuz,
trust them wholeheartly . imma dumb ass . telling ppl my weak point. LOL .
gotta go now. my sis wanna use comp . blog another day when i'm not lazy tu online !