there's so much things going on in my mind right now but i dont really have the time to care about other stuff other than financial issues. r/s can wait. studies can wait. but not money. its true that money cant buy happiness. but money is essential and we all need it every single day, especially when you're living in S'pore. without money you'll have more troubles. i dont know why im saying all these on my blog making it open. hope people reading this wont judge, but then again, why the fuck should i give a shit right? so gonna get a job once exams are over and work like mad. i promise my mum i would give her good life in at least 2 years time. i dont wanna see her in this state anymore. it hurts so bad. i feel so helpless being her daughter, and useless. this sucks, but i MUST survive.