its back tu sko again . yeah . went back tu sko for about 30mins ? lols .
super super bad day for me . slept at 3plus last nite .
woke up not feeling tired. but eye abit swollen and red .
still die die wanna wear contacts . but dunno y my vision is still blur .
dunno whats in my eyes . yea , both eyes . keep rubbing it , and it hurts .
the next thing is. super bad hair day . couldnt keep it in place as i got not
enough clips and not enough tym (woke up late ) . so hair was all over the place . zZz .
den ..my maid forgot tu wash my shoes . so wore my YOUNGER sister sko shoe .
but the size is quite big for her and abit abit tight for me . so i end up having a blister .
isnt all this bad enough ? and plus i'm still sick . din have a proper voice .
waking up late is already bad enough . gotta rush everything .
met suz all on the way walking tu sko . was happy tu see them again .
morning assembly - hair check . cher din send me out . but tell me tu clip up my fringe .
but i din . i think my fringe is ok . is not even touching my eyes . rah .
all my frens say i look sick . lols . and i AM sick . lols .
rashidin was asking whether anyone was not feeling well during morning assembly .
i mean , who will suddenly stand up in front of whole sko -.-
maybe there are , but not me . my frens were lyk ...
looking at me.. jessie go la go la ! i'm lyk , can yoo guys plz dun look at me this way . lols .
dun wanna attract the teacher attention . so went back class . think think think.
den decide tu report sick and go home . thanks siti for accompanying me tu the office =)
and home i went .

reach home and my sis in law was lyk
: y yoo came back ?
me: cuz i'm not feeling well .
sis in law : sure anot .
me : yeah , yoo and mummy goin tu visit korkor ar ?
sis in law: ya .
me : i wanna follow oso .
sis in law : ehhhhh. tot yoo sick ? bluff onli ar yoo .
then we started laughing .
so went tu prepare . din have enough tym as we must reach there by 10 .
din even have tym tu comb my hair properly ..zZz .
after visiting him den we went amk there tu eat .
den go aljunied tu do some stuff .
den went circuit road there tu see doctor . my old hse there . love the doctor .
always cure my everything. lols. went there since young .
and home after that .........

friday

vikkash and fab

the sheesha stands. lols .

varun me fab - on the way home

there's more photos . but i dun lyk it . lols .

after staying at home for 3 days . finally went out .

but sore throat is still there . yea so ...

meet kumar dom anson at hg mall around 4 first .

den went block 3 there . they are looking for someone la .
den varun adam vikkash came . slack slack awhile .

anson gf came and they left . slack awhile more and off we went tu arab street .

i mean me varun adam and vikkash . kumar got smth on with family .

took bus 51 tu bugis there . meet fabeha and den walk tu arab street .

settled down at amirah's grill . ordered a total of 2 sheesha stand .

coke and grape flavour . and ordered some food after that .

vikkash left for jamming at around 9.30 . sian .

so chilled till 10plus . cab home with fab while varun and adam bus home .

took almost 30mins tu get a cab . zZz .

home and then conf. all the way till 4 . as my throat is getting worse and

i'm losing my voice. had been conferencing these few nites till 4plus 5plus. rah .

sko is starting soon . lyk in 1 or 2 days tym . and the last week i'm sick ! ROAR .

woke up today and totally lost my voice. sorry siti ! couldnt make it today .

so stayed home today again . boreddddddddddddddddd .

alright . i'm officially sick !
down with fever, sore throat and a super bad headache .
baby is oso down with fever . lols .
and i lost my spects ! oh fuck .
off tu get more rest ................. tatas .

a day out with primary sko frens .

xinyi fiona me eileen

at cine . waiting for the movie tu start .

hmm.. met eileen at lrt station den went sengkang mrt tu meet xinyi and fiona.

AS USUAL , fiona is always late =x lols . went fareast first .

juz walk around . and saw lynette with her cousins . miss her alot sia .

after that went wisma , saw lynette again ! lols.

after wisa we juz decided tu watch some movie so went cine .

wanted tu watch narnia but onli left the front row seats so watch the incredible hulk =D

i was covering my ears half of the time. the sound effect was .......................... LOUD !

after movie went heeren . alot of nice stuff . din shop as mummy wont allow me

tu spend money on clothes . she said i got tuu many already . zZz .

fiona accidentally step on my slipper and the strap is lyk gonna break soon .

so brisk walk tu ps and bought a new pair .

after that mrt tu hg and meet baby . slack till 9plus as baby need tu be home by 10 everyday .

mrt home after that . happy happy day =D

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went suntec tu watch kungfu panda . mummy got the tickets from her work place .

but only got 2 tickets . baby got work that day so went tu watch it with kumar .

the movie was great . went tu walk walk around after that movie while waiting

for anson and belinder . but end up they are goin tu bugis. so went back hg and meet

up with baby . but he still at hg plaza playing billard. so went tu

have dinner with kumar first while waiting for him . slack slack awhile and home after that .

the birthday boy

varun & adam . LOL

camwhoring with my phone -.-

kumar jessie dominik .

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lyk finally kumar turn 15 !
woke up around 10plus. bathe and stuff then went hg mall tu meet varun all .
bought a sling bag and a adidas shirt for kumar . that shirt cost us a bomb .
den kumar came tu meet us after that . slack slack around den went kumar hse.
wait for him tu change and stuff . den went tu slack again .
wait for him while he went hg mall tu meet his brother awhile.
cab tu east coast after that as the rest are already waiting there .
met ratna arti denan jayshree kelvin there . herwin came after awhile .
sang birthday songs cut cake and stuff . drinking after that .
in total had 2 bottles of vodka and 1 black labour .
and i spilled 3 drinks in total -.- clumsy me . arti wasnt feeling well and throw up.
so herwin ratna and denan accompany her back tu the room and rest .
kelvin and jayshree went back . anson and stewart came .
i had no idea how many tyms i went tu the toilet .
i was being abit high and started skipping around lyk some small gal.
the next thing i noe .. TRIP AND FALL ! lols. it hurts ok .
so juz sat at the bbq pit there. drink and chat . went 7-11 tu get somemore drinks.
but dunno y end up din get any . walk tu some coffee shop.
on the way there they were lyk being so hyper. throwing stones here and there .
running around east coast . lyk small boys playing catching .
no stall in the coffee shop was still open .
except for the tv -.- . so sat there and decide where tu go . amk industrial park2 .
stewart live around there. so got 2cabs as there are 8 ppl in total .
and we were lyk racing . varun say singapore drift -.- lols .
the taxi uncle damn funny la . lols . keep asking him tu drive faster .
we keep pass them they oso keep passing us. lols . end up they reach first.
as our taxi uncle dunno where tu stop . LOL .

i swear that place was fucking scary . is lyk foggy at some part of the road .
and was lyk quite cold . dont wanna elaborate much on what we did .
a super scary experience for me that i wanna forget .
cab home tu kumar hse around 4am plus . while the rest still staying around there.
feel so much better when i reach kumar hse . phew . went ratna (kumar's sister ) room
tu have some rest . then she suddenly woke up . so we talk all the way till 7am .
then kumar's mum ask them tu go bathe and stuff as they goin tu the temple .
aunty was so kind tu offer me some biscuits and milo tu eat before goin home .
cab home after that . slept the whole afternoon away.

thursday - pool and billard at hg plaza . slack slack awhile after that and home .
friday - kumar's mum invite me over for dinner .
saturday - caught a movie with dalton . 'made of honor ' went hg plaza and hg mall
tu meet kumar and after that was home sweet home .
sunday- THE BIG GROOVE 2008 . one word - DOPE .
and today ...
visit my brother tgt with my mum sis in law and sis .
after that went toapayoh tu have dim sum at that fortunate restaurant .
cab tu aljunied after that as my sis in law need tu do smth den cab home after that .
i'm lazy tu elaborate . so thats all for now. tatas =D

i'm bored. super bored . thats the reason why i came online .
cant really rmb what i did these few days. shopping , swimming , slacking .
lols. all start with the letter S .
went tu the temple today with my father mother sis in law and sis .
din want tu go . but i would rather be out than tu stay at home . lols.
after that. dunno y the sudden decision tu go punggol beach . so juz went there .
walk around . throw stones. scream . pick seashells . lol .
din stayed there for long as it is gonna rain soon . ok wait. its already drizzling .
bus home after that . mummy juz wont allow me tu go find frens !

in kumar's room. playing around with his cap .


i dunno y he is closing his eyes in all the photos and i'm not showing my eyes. lols.


i love my hair ! LOL .

went jogging with kumar 2days ago at punggol park . lols .
supposed tu go in the morning. but cant wake up. so went in the evening .
i had no idea how much we walked that day after jogging . ahahas. but its good .
went tu slack slack after that . and home .
and ytd . . . . .
oral in the morning . i think i did ok . lols . home tu change after that .
den went kumar hse tu wait for him tu bathe and stuff . he took lyk...
!@#$%^&*)(mailto:*&%5E!@#$%^&*(*& LONG .
went tu dominik's block after that . wait for him. he is locked up at home .
he dont have keys ... zZz . so started tu snap snap snap . with kumar's new n81 .
i think the camera sucksssssssss . lols.
bus tu pasir ris after dom got out of hse .
after reaching there . intro intro . den play cards. left for awhile. went mac tu eat .
end up takeaway . gabriel's chalet is oso there. so went tu find him .
den juz so happen that his frens are dalton frens. so all noe each other.
sat there and talk talk. wait for dalton tu come . after dalton came ,
varun called and say there's some problem there. lazy tu elaborate .
some stupid problem . this guy broke the glass and blah blah blah .
.........................................................................................................................
so they changed the room . watch american idol for awhile. lols .
den went outside tu play cards . with gabriel dalton and kevin .
poor kevin . keep kena scolded by me . while the rest juz sit at the side laughing .
time fliessssssssssssssss . kumar and gabriel gotta go soon . no choice but tu follow them.
so cabbed home with kumar dominik and gabriel . the taxi uncle veri cute lor. LOL .
home at 12am !


and today
supposed tu be in sko for maths extra lesson . was tuu tired as i onli slept for 2hrs
the previous nite . lols . went down rivervale mall tu have breakfast .
home after that . watch tv for awhile den went tu bathe n stuff .
meet kumar at compasspoint . slack till 2 plus and he gotta go back tu sko.
so went home after that . and guess what . i freaking took the west loop instead of the east loop.
how dumb can i get . so took one whole big round back tu sk . zZz .
den finally took the right side of lrt back home . yeah . i noe its funny .
and now.... rotting at homeeeeeeeeeeeee .
varun's sister bday party tonight. should i go ?

taken few weeks ago

finally . my first comp is fixed !
so... how's life ? lols . dunno what tu post la. so many stuff had happen these weeks.
tuu much tu say . and cant rmb . but last sunday drinking night was great .
it was nice meeting ratna RT vala they all . really cool ppl .
chilled at martini firm (daybed ) . the place was nice . not reali much ppl there .
after that went clarke quay . drink drank drunk . lols .
i'm not drunk. but kumar is . ahahas. kumar ratna denan and me left around 11plus ?
back tu sk. meet dominik . home after that .
while the rest went clubbing . really enjoyed the night .
had been going out lyk everyday . zZz . poor daddy worry bout me everyday . LOL.
den he said he need tu talk tu me. talked for lyk .... 2hrs ? lols .
he wants me tu try stay at home as much as possible. lols .
so now . i'm at home ! siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn .
though holidays have started , there's still a few days that i need tu go back tu sko .
tml maths lesson . thurs - oral . is lyk quite dumb la. oral during the hols .
den fri maths lesson again. last week of hols need tu go back another 2 days for maths
lesson again. den one day need tu go back sko for chem . (which i'm not goin tu. )
oh and , i reborned my hair ytd ! not use tu this flat flat hair. lols . nvm .
i miss swimming ! ( need tu lose calories la ! ) had lost 3kgs ! 2 more kgs tu go .
i hope i dun gain anymore weight during this holidays . lols .
i hope i would be less lazy and go jogging with kumar daily . lols . and cut down on food !
ok la. nth tu say already . wanna go have some food now. oops =x . LOL !

before i start anything , i wanna make it clear that i'm not tryig tu start all these again.
i juz wanna reply tu what yoo have said and..it is a late reply .
i did not said that i din tell my close frens anything . that one which i said
' i'll juz said we quarreled ' is referring tu frens lyk chenning they all . i desperately need someone tu talk tu .i'm sorry if i din make this clear.
yes. i said i dun wanna care anymore . is because i cant care anymore . it is out of control.
i dunno what tu do and what i say will juz make everything worse and yoo juz dun
get what i'm trying tu say . i noe my english sucks .
i juz wanna make peace and continue being normal frens .
but now.. yoo are giving me the idea that yoo dont want tu . i'm confused.
i hope this time i'm mking it clear tu yoo that i juz wanna make peace .
i am bothered tu explain all this noe is because I CARE . i really do care bout this
frenship and dun wanna end it . i had already apologize and explain for what i had done .
i hope yoo uderstand .
i noe suz is not involve . she is juz trying tu say how she feels inside
on her blog. is that wrong ? yeah, maybe some part of the stuff she said are wrong .
i apologize for her .
and yes jo , i noe my frens din get the other side of the stories fully .
i dunno y but the way yoo are saying this is lyk trying tu say that i had been telling
stuffs that are not true tu them . and i dun act pity .
i dun go around telling ppl stories and gain pity from ppl .
i dun need tu do this . i dun gain anything from this . and lastly ,
i hope this thing is not gonna affect dance.
maybe i din mention it clearly last tym when i blogged .
so yoo got the wrong idea that i'm trying tu bring up this matter again .
so i hope this post would be clear tu yoo guys that all along i juz wanna make peace between us.
i hope my this post wont make anything worse .
yes. this is gonna be the last post , about this matter . i'm tired already .
and i'm sure yoo guys are tuu . =D




exams are over !! wahahaha . and also got my reuslts already .
this is my first tym only failing 2 subs ! which is maths (F9)
and my combine sci(E8) . i think i did pretty well for bio but not for chem .
i'm always feeling tired nowadays . cuz i din slp at all whole night .
guess what i did ? cook maggie . sit outside my hse and stone .
and dig out all those old photos n neoprints my frens and i took long ago .
staring at it for ages . it juz bring back so much memories .
i cant help but...AHEM . this is the only only period of tym that my tears flow so much.
and i realise that i had been thinking bout them and looking at photos..lyk everyday . ahahas .
and i still have the picture of me n mel in my wallet . =D hehe . and those neoprints .
i hope i could be heartless enough tu let go n forget everything. but i cant .
i get soft hearted easily when it comes tu frens . my mum told me that this is a weak point.
i see frens tuu importantly and trust ppl tuu much .
yeah and its true . frens are lyk my everything (including my hp) and i of cuz,
trust them wholeheartly . imma dumb ass . telling ppl my weak point. LOL .
gotta go now. my sis wanna use comp . blog another day when i'm not lazy tu online !

3 more papers ! chem paper tml . i'm so gonna fail with flying colours =D
had been studying everyday after sko with kumar dominik anson n sometyms bryan .
but we would always end up talking la.
sometyms studied for lyk 10mins den started talking already. some times..
hmm. open our books and den start talking. but theres once we studied for 40mins kay.
lols . i juz want all the papers tu end soon. i'm lyk in the holiday mood already =D
today was p.lit. was surprise that the paper was not difficult . went home change after that.
den meet dominik at rp . wait for kumar for his paper tu end . den slack at kfc .
ayton bryan ahmad and few more came . and we keep disturbing rachel as anson is coming tuu.
=DDD she was lyk so paisae can . played poker cards . was throwing the cards everywhere.
no matter i win or lose. LOL. ten they all left except for anson and dominik.
dominik was sleeping la. ya. in kfc . so anson and me started playing ' stress '
that poker card game . was being high la. kept screaming lyk crazee .
and that woke dom up . lols . kumar called and we went tu his hse .
we are supposed tu study . but end up .....den anson went back home tu change .
they wanna swim la . ayton went home n bryan came . suddenly go high .
and wanted tu burn dom eye lashes . lols. ya. i'm jealous of his freaking blue eyes and
super long eye lashes . den started chasing anson around lyk some little gal .
n whack him using his slippers . LOL . n this reminds me of childhood memories .
run around. play catching . hhahas . n stupid anson splash water on me. zZz .
my shorts were wet la. went home after that . as usual .
kumar would wait for me till i got a cab . =D
i'm enjoying life everyday . and i love it =) would laugh alot everyday cuz of tt anson.
would try tu upload photos soon eh =D
p.s i love suz , faby, kumar, dominik, anson (thanks for being there for me and making me laugh all the tym)


ok. friends. ifs not that i dont not care. i care . i tried . i tot we was ok.
but the nxt day i waved i smiled . but what i got back was cold shoulders.
so i think that yoo guys dont wanna talk tu me anymore.
i dunno what tu do anymore. yoo guys think that i had been telling ppl stuff . but i did not.
is so obvious that something muz have happened between us that we stop hanging out .
alot of ppl ask me . even A TEACHER ask me about it .
well, i could juz say that we quarreled . i really dont feel lyk talking bout it anymore.
and i'm so sad tu noe from my frens that yoo are giving me names ?
seriously , stop all this childish crap. is not affecting me . is juz showing me how
childish yoo are . n now i'm getting those kind of eyes . or those laughings ?
seriously , yoo are lyk trying tu screw my life or smth liddat. yoo are only giving my frens and i the idea that yoo are jealous or smth . i dont wanna care what yoo are talking behind my back anymore .
i dun wanna care what other ppl think of me anymore.
i love my frens now and they really do care for me . and that matters tu me the most now .
i'm seriously very very tired of everything . i choose tu escape from the fact.
as i dont think i could change back tu what i used tu be . so maybe the best is juz
go separate ways . but i still hope tt we could remain as normal frens .
but if yoo dont want tu, there's nth i can do about it .
i'm gonna stop all the cryings. it was so silly of me tu cry ,
over frens that dont understand me . and i noe i'm at fault tuu .
and i cried because i miss the past .
n lastly , thanks for all the sweet memories(past of yoo guys) .
i would nv forget it as it already had a place in my heart.
n now i will juz move on with life n i hope yoo will stop all those stuffs .


(i'm ok if yoo wanna sit down and clear up all the misunderstandings again .)

Friday
reflection the 1st period . n mrs loo wanted us tu write about integrity . lols ?
p.lit after that . mrs ma fucking said that i din hand up tt piece of work
which i DID. and she say she will gonna check it again .
y dont yoo confirm it before saying i had not done it ? geog after that .
did my test . suppose tu take it lyk last week . chinese lesson are still the same la .
den it was maths . i totally gave up on that subject .
after recess was s.s . i dunno y i dont find miss huang lessons boring .
but i din lyk her last year when she started teaching us .
but then realise that she was a good teacher . juz lyk her la . but not s.s . lols.
dance after sko today . ppl are lyk doing their costumes which shd be done it at home la.
so ryan came . ppl still dun wanna stop what they are doing when ryan came.
he talk. but not all of them listen . he was so pissed tt he juz walk off
and said juz call him when we are ready . miss zu came .
she was saying some stuff that made a few of us cried . practise out dance after that .
den went up hall . man . i love miss zu training . was sweating lyk mad .
damn tired but enjoyed every second of it . dance end at around 5.30 .
went hg mall with irdina after that . she's meeting her mum while
i was meeting suhailah kumar they all . suhailah already got her tongue piercing.
so went in the toilet n she did it for me . all of them say i got a small tongue . lols .
n i agree . ahahhas . home after that .

Saturday

darling and me .

cam whoring in the toilet .

ooooooooooolala


a day out with darling n sherlynn . went darling hse first before meeting sher .
mrt tu city hall . had asian kitchen at marina sq .
i ate lyk damn slow la . i still cant finish my food even after sher had finished her dessert .
zZz . so end up left 1/4 of it . is quite rare that i cant finish my food lor .
so went shopping around after that . darling wanted tu catch a movie.
but marina dont have ' the HOTTIE & the NOTTIE ' she's crazee over paris hilton la .
so trained tu cine . get our tickets and went heeren for awhile .
went back tu mrt station there tu meet kumar n dominik .
walk back tu cine again . zZz . just right that our movie is gonna start soon .
so bought some drinks , pop corns and nachos . kumar n dominik left after that .
was suppose tu go sheesha with them tonight . but kumar gotta go off early .
so din join them . ok. back tu the movie . the movie was great . lols .
the movie was onli around 1hr 30mins . shorter than what i expected .
sher gotta go after the movie . so darling n i went wisma .
was getting a lil high . start tu dee siao ppl on the street . lols .
darling couldnt find what she want there la . and nth caught my eyes tuu .
decided tu go ps ! bus there . she still couldnt find it .
so juz walk around and starbucks after that . i miss starbucks lyk !@#$%^&*(()*&^$#@
then it was tym tu go home . got so high on the way back that darling bth.
i juz kept crapping n talk some nonsensical stuff . and cant stop laughing .
was laughing till tears are flowing . n still cant stop laughing .
can see that darling was on the verge of throwing me down the train tracks . LOL .
home . wanted tu watch my show on 1am . but is lyk gonna end up 3am
and i got work at 10 the nxt day . zZz . so juz did my course work .
onli the TASK ANALYSIS . which is lyk the veri 1st part of it . lols .
and is suppose tu be handed up ages ago . uh oh .

finally ! recovered already . not fully . still have a lil lil bit of sore throat.
nth much in sko . juz that i missed out quite alot .
today lessons were ok . wasnt realli doing anything .
had abit of fun during chinese lesson making teacher pissed . wahahahas .
i hate mrs ma. that p.lit teacher. urgh . cant stand her . crt after sko today .
bio test . hopefully i can at least pass it . went rp with suhailah after that .
siti py and jackie came after that . den christopher came .
den kumar dominik n anson joined us . christopher left after awhile .
had fun hanging out with them . talk talk talk . shahrin and zhi hui came after that .
i left after awhile as my mother came tu fetch me home . confusing eh ? lols .
hahas. whatever it is . i'm happy la .


is not i wanna keep this thingy dragging on. but both sides juz always not free not free.
what do yoo expect me tu do ? when yoo said i'm acting lyk a dowager , i'm so loss for words.
i'm juz asking a simple question lyk are yoo free after sko .
i really got nth tu say anymore. it juz hurts , yea it does, knowing its coming out from yoo .
i'm feeling numb inside already . of cuz on the outside i'm acting lyk nth has happen .
dont expect me tu go around with a fucktup face eh ? of cuz i will act lyk normal .

so i had missed 4 days of lessons .

tues
woke up and my throat was hurting . decided not tu go tu sko n went back tu slp .
woke up at around 9 plus again . i'm feeling hot all over .
tried tu stand up but no strength . so my father brought me tu see the doctor .
cant walk properly . had tu grab my father's hand lyk super tightly.
my headache was killing me . got the queue number n is lyk ... 30plus ppl more tu go
before i can register ? den up tu 2nd lvl tu wait after that . 94 ppl tu go before me .
almost faint . my father was hungry , so went tu get smth tu eat .
i totally have no appetite . but he die die want me have smth . so a cup of milo .
my back was aching for dunno what reason . dad say is because of the fever .
n my father had tu buy a packet of tissues for me cuz i forgotten tu bring it .
stupid runnin nose . went back tu wait after that . after a longgggggggggg tym .......
finally its my turn . got 2 days of MC and no pe for me this week .
doctor say is some kind of virus infection that cause so many problems .
so i got 2 types of panadol . the strong one n normal one . n some other medicine .
home and had a piece of plain bread , took my medicine n went tu slp .
my back was aching so badly n nose ... zZz . dunno what tu say . got a box of tissues beside me.
and a plastic bag beside me tu throw all the used tissues . headache is still the worse .


wednesday
miss dance practise today . woke up n everything got worse . throat was lyk so super sore.
fever went up tu 39.6 . mummy was so worried for me . was feeling veri horrible .
my maid went tu get some porridge for me . had a few mouth only .
mummy keep forcing me tu eat more . my throat was damn painful .
but doctor say i need tu eat before taking the medicine as the medicine is quite strong .
went back tu bed after that . woke up and watch tv .
keep watching till its tym tu eat medicine . den slp again . wake up n watch tv .
and sleeping time again . couldnt slp until lyk 5am . throat reali fucking painful .
rub my nose with tissues so much that skin is peeling . i'm not joking .

thurs
fever gone down a little . throat still fucking sore .
mummy brought me tu the doctor again . diff doctor this tym .
another 2 mroe days of MC for me .
dcotor say i should not do any sports or pe till the ending of nxt week.
had porridge again . took my medicine n slp .
woke up n watch tv. do i have tu repeat what i had done ?

today
fever is officially gone . everything is ok except for my nose n throat .
i feel lyk chopping off my nose man . n my throat is still hurting badly .
tried practising my dance . but felt veri tired after dancing a few eights .
cant exert much strength . still feeling weak . theres dance tml . how ?????
told my mum n she raise her voice at me saying : sick still want dance . stay at home n rest .
told my father n he was lyk : dont dance first la . stay at home rest better .
zZz . not much of a difference . i'm so bored staying at home for 4 full days.
eating porridge everyday . watch sucky tv show n juz day dreaming .
finally get tu use computer today . ROAR . i got lyk 3 test on monday
and all my books are in sko . tell me what tu do . i dont wanna fail my F&N and S.S .
i dont care bout chemistry . am i still gonna rot at home on sat n sun ?

Friday 4 april'08
went home straight after sko . bathe n stuff .
went compass tu meet my mum n dad . lunch at sakura.
den went over tu polyclinic . mummy wanna take MC . wanna pon work =x
lols . den mrt tu orchard . wanted tu go penisula ( not sure of the spelling ) tu get my skinnies.
but end up goin fareast as my father frens work there n he can find his fren while i shop
with my mummy. but end up couldnt find the colour i want .
so juz went looking aroud for nice tops but coudnt find nice one tuu . ROAR .
went over tu wisma . walk walk . den bus tu ps . walk walk .
dinner at ajisen ! super full . and home after that .

monday (today)
lessons are ok . as usual , cant stop chatting with lynette that miss huang needs tu call my name.
same goes for mrs teo lesson . we kept banging the tables during chinese lesson
when mdm qin turns around . wanna piss her off =D
she reali got piss n off all the lights n fan . but the heaven help us by raining =D
suppose tu have dance practise after sko . but we got this tour at the esplanade last min .
most of the seniors went for it while the juniors stayed at practise the dance .
not reali that boring n not reali that fun la .
after that irdina wanted tu for his brother tu finish soccer training .
so stand around vari nice there for dunno how long .
she called her bro n he said he goin tu eat first. zZz . irdina wanted tu join them but i dun wan .
so we went mall tu eat instead . long john =D home after that .


if i really really had change i think is because i dont use tu show
this kind of attitude or characters towards yoo guys .
yoo guys noe i always put my frens first no matter what .
and i treasure friendships . maybe because i start tu show yoo guys
my attitude and character that make yoo guys tot i had change .
i'm not trying tu say that i'm not being the real me with yoo guys around .
is juz that i think my close frens ought tu be treated most nicely .
maybe cuz we started tu drift thats y i became lyk this .
i start tu keep tu myself more . and that crew thing . so what if yoo noe ?
yoo guys most prob will juz go ' oic 'or smth . correct me if i'm wrong .
i wont say that the crew thing was a secret or anything . i dont even have the means tu hide it from yoo guys in the first place
if i wanted tu . i would not even answer yoo who's in the crew when yoo asked .
i really dont want tu end our friendship here or anything .
is not i cant live without friends . i dont wanna lose frens that understand me best .
people do change .
one last thing . i dont despise anyone of yoo NOW . but i'm confused . super .

do yoo noe how it feels when the ppl yoo can turn tu when yoo have problems
are actually the ones yoo are having problems with ? man . this sucks .

its gonna be quite a long post .

saturday
went ps with jasmine n jojo . lunch at ajisen =D walk around n bought some stuff .
walked tu the cathay after that . suppose tu look for jo's brother .
but his competition ended already . chilled at ben&jerry .walked tu fareast after that .
i swear we were super bored . no stuff caught our attention .
went tu wisma after that . we all were lyk running out of cash .
so bought 2 ice lemon tea n 1 ice kachang . wanted tu buy dim sum .
we onli have enough money tu buy one 'long' of dim sum .
but dont have the one we want. forget it . home after that .

sunday
work at 12 . suppose tu be at 10am . but jo n i got mixed up .
was quite busy for a sunday . kumar dominik n bryan came at lyk few mins before 5 -.-
work end at 5 . change n mrt tu amk . waited super long for my mum .
saw felicia jie =D long tym since i met her . have a little chat .
went for my appointment after that . settled dinner there with my sis mum n maid .
home at 11.

monday
skip sko today as i'm super lazy tu go . mum woke me up at 8plus .
ask whether i wanna go visit my brother . so off we went .
mrt tu queensway there . then needa walk quite a distance .
register n stuff . waited for lyk 30-40mins plus b4 its our batch tu go in .
rahhh . veri troublesome . visiting time is onli 20mins.
instead of using using fone as what we always see on tv , we used microphone .
my brother was quite shock tu see me . hahas . the first tym he went in i din visit him at all .
the 20mins was fast . after 3rd of april he will be transfered tu changi prison .
urgh . i hate prisons . they treat prisoners lyk dog liddat !@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@!%
mrt tu bugis with mummy after that . was talking bout her past with my dad .
we was lyk hugging each other on the mrt . LOL . i mean my mum n i .
ppl was starring la . but i dont care . walk around bugis junction .
then went tu have lunch . we took around 30mins walking around tu decide what we wanna eat.
lols . went OG after that . mummy wanna buy a bag . she keep asking me tu choose .
zZz . say wan share . lyk this guess bag but she dont lyk it . she lyk this bag but i dont lyk .
she oso keep asking me tu choose the guess wallet i want as my current one
the thread is coming off . juz cant find anything i lyk there .
mrt tu bedok after that . went tu mummy fren hse . i took a 20mins nap while
she do her stuff with her fren . the aunty veri frenly can . keep ask me want drink this
want eat this . den say i pretty somemore. LOL .
walk around bedok after that . my mum bought i think 3 or 4 clothes in a shop .
zZz . power . her pattern same as me . take few clothes go try try .
den buy what we like . lols . wanted tu buy skinnies . but cant find the colour i want .
we walk for dunno how long b4 deciding tu go home .
bus tu tampines . den bus home . freaking tired . bathe n sleep !

tuesday(today)
din wanted tu attend sko . cant wake up . but still force myself.
2.4km run today ! din fail . but was feeling super terrible .
got cramp in the middle of the run . manage tu pass .
had a sip of water n fall tu the floor . super worn out . change back tu uniform after that.
was feeling damn giddy . ly on the bench in the toilet .
feeling damn terrible . PUKE . felt abit better after that .
shi li is even worse than me . she couldnt catch her breath .
she was quite pale b4 the run already but still wanna run .
she cant even walk after the run . she's feeling many many tyms worse than me la .
bio crt after sko . 30mins n we can go ! went rivervale mall tu get my contact lens.
130bucks fly away ! mummy onli paid for me 50bucks . heart pain sia .
i'm broke now . getting pay soon ! i hope is enough for me tu go shopping !
dance practise tml !

movie screening after sko ytd . was funnnnnnnnn .
was lyk onli playing psp n poker cards with daniel jing long kumar they all .
i think theres at least 10 of us playing . for that 1hr 40min .
was shouting here n there lyk no body business. lols . it feels lyk i'm still in 2e4 .
i miss the free periods last year . play cards , gossip gossip , bully bully. lols .
went kfc after that with kumar hafriz jonathan .
ahmad sarah and farah come after that . hafriz regretted coming rp with us .
he say that i'm scary n wish that he never know me at all . lolssssssss .
was being abit violent towards kumar. LOL . slack slack chat chat .
it was fun hanging out with them . non stop laughter . hafriz n kumar send me tu lrt after that .
and home.


school is alright today . maths test after sko . mr michael is in charge of it .
did whatever shit i know . mr michael came over take a look n laugh .
n he ask looking at my work . yoo noe what is this ?
i said what ? and he replied , NONSENSE . zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz .
i do till so what he say nonsense . --------------------.---------------------
left there earlier as i'm meeting my mum .
went home bathe n stuff . mrt tu outram n meet her n my dad .
mrt tu lavender tu get my ic done after that . mrt back tu sk .
ate at food court . my parents went home while kumar dominik hafriz shahrin n bryan
came tu find me . slack awhile n home after that .
dance practise tml !

the reason y i bother tu switch on my com is because i tot i would do my FnN course work .
but i'm juz tuu lazy tu do anything . so i think i gotta stay back after sko with mrs siva already .
ROAR. i shd be sleeping now then wake up again at 11 tu watch miami's ink .
i juz wanna slp when i'm at home. had been quarreling with my mum these few days .
n my sis tuu . when will she grow up ? i'm so tired .
i'm so sick of waking up early in the morning juz for sko .
i'm losing interest in studies . i cant squeeze in anymore stuff that i'm not interested in.
my brain is fullllllllll . whats the point of goin tu sko when i juz do my own things ,
not paying attention in lessons and have tu abide the sko rules etc etc . gosh .
its killing me . if only i can attend dance classes n not sko , that would be great man .
i think i have been quiet these days . even lynette say she's not use tu me being so quiet .
lynette is my sitting partner =D we would talk n talk n talk whole day .
its fun during chinese lesson . we are suppose tu do grp work n must have a grp name .
guess what . there were 4 grps . n the names were : AQA 1 AQA2 AQA3 AQA 4
AQA stands for ANTI-QIN association . we hate our chinese cher tu the core .
her name is mdm qin . we would always make fun of her n stuff.
n mdm woo lessons we will always make things difficult for her . =D
theres technical run thru for speech day concert today .
as usual , we will always cork up during rehersal . LOL . the dance is not completed yet .
home after that . i feel so ............. dont wanna say .




i'm lyk drifting apart more and more each day .
i've got lyk no one tu turn tu anymore . no one tu share how i'm feeling anymore .
its so hard for me tu laugh now..not even smile . i think there's no one who understand me.
i feel so lonely . if only i could slp forever ...
oh my. i'm getting so negative.
guess i'll juz stop here .

since jasmine says my blog is rotting , i shall post something .

got suspended . i'm not the only one .
i seriously think this new sko rule wont work out .
so yeah . miss this week lessons . but not dance practise =D
dance was fun last wed . love the michael jackson moves but not him . lols .
my new hp is giving me problems . so went down wisma ytd with jasmine .
the school called my mum n ask y i din attend sko .
HELLO , excuse me . yoo din allow me tu go back sko for lessons n now yoo
fucking called n ask y i din attend sko ? wtf ? so my mum said i wsnt feeling well
in the morning so i din go . n that freaking person who called my mum says
i must give an mc on monday n make sure my hair n skirt must be done .
so my mum went lyk , huh ? skirt ? i tot hair onli ? ( nice one mummy ! )
den tt person was lyk , hair onli ar ? okok .
FCUK YOO . fucking want me tu give a fucking mc when i got fucking suspended from sko .
WHATS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM ? on man . sko sucks . ok , sko ALWAYS sucks .

back tu ytd . so went down wisma there tu get my phone fixed .
went back 3hrs later tu collect it . during that 3 hrs , we went lucky plaza .
jasmine re-extend her hair . almost doze off . super hungry . then went fareast .
lunch at ramen ten again . that miso soup was nice . but not as nice as azabu sabo one . heh .
walk around n got reali bored. went back wisma again n jasmine bought a top .
then collected my fone . all the files from my memory card n fone is gone .
almost go crazee . went bugis after that . tried on alot of clothes but din buy it .
is juz doesnt suits me . but end up still bought 2 tops . while jasmine bought a necklace .
went back ps after that . arcade-ed then dinner at cafe cartel .
we two ate seriously ALOT . the portion of the main course we ate is reali huge .
plus the soup , drinks n dunno how many pieces of bread . my stomack almost burst .
we sat there for quite long . talk almost everything about life , death . lols . hahas .
i noe it sound abit crazy . reach home at around midnight . slept around 3amplus ?
currently addicted tu viwawa =x i love wahjong-ing !

last day of holiday. finally a day that i stayed at home . camp on fri n sat .
it was fun . so lazy tu elaborate . heh . played games, watch movie , dance .
instead of sleeping at nite. we went around canteen area tu play games .
it was fun tu ask them do forfeit =D
took lots of photo . lazy tu upload la .camp debrief at compass BK .
before that miss zu talk tu some of the juniors while we waited outside the room .
then miss zu drove us there. squeeze 8 , ya EIGHT person in a car.
talk about juniors n some of the seniors problems . forgotten we sat there for how long .
got a super super bad headache . accompanied ayu tt 77th street tu buy some stuff .
we stay there for dunno how many years. LOL . she cnnt make up her mind which top tu buy la.
BUS-D home with ayu after that . slept all the way from 3pm plus tu 9plus ?
woke up tu have dinner then went back tu sleep again till 11am .
super hungry now . goin tu have dinner ! so tatas ~

finally got some time tu update my blog .
rahh . cant upload any photos . smth wrongggggggggg .
anyway , i'm officially 15 ! i noe its a little late tu say this now la . lols .
so how's my bday ? not that great and not that bad la .
jojo ask me tu wait at the side gate while she ran away -.-
was waiting lyk a fool so decided tu go find them at canteen .
dunno dunno why terrence want me tu cover my eyes . den walk walk walk .
jojo mel fabian terrence ayton kumar etc etc sang bday song for me .
went back class after tt . whole class was lyk staring at me ? den all walk away . lols ?
thanks lynette for the prezzie ! a gift that i had nv receieved b4 .
she bought it at london ! got lots of ppl wishing me happy bday !
so happy can =D i tot that onli a few peeps rmb .
den after assembly some of my classmates sang for me tuu . ya, in the hall .
so paisae can ! so many ppl was looking . went for dance meeting after that .
my dance fren sang bday song for me tuu ! gosh . love yoo guys loads .
bio crt after that . den it was steamboat at my hse , arcade , cakes , card games , slp .
thanks for the prezzie n cakes !

dance practise today . seniors got scolded by miss zu today .
ryan ( our instructor ) was late. cuz he over slept ! LOL .
i always enjoy ryan's dance classes . his steps are nice but hard .
gotta practise alot ! went plaza with jojo melissa fabian terrence n fadhil for breakfast .
had kfc . talk talk n talk . lols. jojo n melissa went tu have a haircut n we left .
lrt home with terrence they all . it was raining CATS N DOGS . LOL .
rite . fabian was asking y cats n dogs . n he answer himself : cuz dogs n cats always fight .
LOL ? abit no link hor ?
work later at 5 ! its lyk 3pm+now . gotta be late if i dont go n prepare now !
so takecare !

miss out quite alot of stuff in sko . as i did not attend lessons on wed n thurs .
ROAR . hand is still aching . back n leg onli a lil bit . its a saturday !
suppose to be hanging out with my gals at this time . but no . dun ask why .
n my brother wife had moved in with us officially . its oso means that i needa slp
either in my parents room or living room . oh man . i'm gonna miss my bed so much .
what to do . she's pregnant , cant possibly let her slp on the floor or living room .
went tu her place juz now tu move her stuff over . den went mall tu eat .
home after that . brought home some maths notes n hmwk tu do .
but dont have the mood to touch them at all . zZz . test everyday next week .
monday - chem (no nid study . sure fail with flying colours )
tues - P.literature . wed - chinese . ( on tues or wed ?) thurs - sports day .
fri - geog . did i miss out anything else ? bday in 3 more days time .
my mother say no nid celebrate. wait for 21st bday n do a big one for me .
immediately give her tt face . -.- not in the mood tu celebrate oso la . rahh.
not in a good mood now . ppl around me juz piss me off.
work tml . shb be goin home right after tt tu do hmwk .
going off now .


ps . i sucks .
( i miss having starbucks at ps with the other 2J's where we will juz talk the night away. )

hmm..
monday dance practise after sko .then went tu play badminton with nat , mel etc .
shiok ! had been quite a long tym since i played badminton . reach home n did more exercises .
woke up in the middle of the nite cuz hand super pain . cant reali slp .
nxt day in sko. guess what . i cant even hold a pen n write . yeah. is was THAT painful .
have pe tt day . mr yon die die wan me do pe . zZz . walk 2 rounds . lols.
its painful even when i bring my elbow up. reali bth so din play tennis.
was sitting at a side stoning. wanted tu play so badly . ROAR.
at least it gets better later on of the day . phew .


today (wednesday)
ran 2 rounds around the field . den warm up . 60 pushup for the seniors .
added few more steps n keep practising . after dance class with ryan was
more dance practise for the perfomance later on at compassvale .
had a light lunch n change tu costumes . lil bit of make up n off we go.
small stage. miss hidayah aunt at there bake cookies for us . nice =D
dunno y i cant concentrate at all. can even forget my steps when practising .
but of cuz din forget during the performance . mass dance after that .
it was not tt bad la. miss zu was super not happy abt our performance .
went back sko n have punishment . 60push up .
it was the first tym miss zu was not happy abt our performance.
not lessons for me today . after that was juz hanging around in sko .
doing cartwheel ( is this the spelling? ) . i mean LEARNING .
did 100over TIMES n still cant do a NICE cartwheel .
i'm so sorry that i accidentally hits syaiful finger . reali sorry ! ( hope the blue black gets well soon)
n thanks for being so patient with me . was super tired .
n this adds on tu my injured hand . now my leg oso starts tu ache . zZz .
i'm so lousy . i sucks . do till my toe skin tear still cant do it nicely .
i think i fell down twice . when syaiful is trying tu hold my leg up .
n i juz cant stay . ROAR . but still wanna thank yoo . thanks for the green tea tuu !
nxt tym blanja yoo lunch ! n also thanks rezwan , tiff , shahril !
thanks shahril sitting there laughing at me saying i'm hopeless. LOL . ok jk .
rezwan which keep helping me out in a way . n tiff for saying i can do it .
alright enough of crap . gonna end off now yeah .


(maybe i will juz skip sko tml . )

saturday
woke up at around 10plus by my mummy.
went plaza tu have beakfast . den home again . bathe n change .
went ps with jasmine n jojo . dont have the timing we want .
so went cathay . catch L change the world at 4.45 .
saw alot of vistarians there when we are eating at billy bombers .
ritzio n frens . clara n frens were there tuu . went back ps after eating.
arcade ! played tt cooking master ? was almost late for the movie . lols .
omg ! L so cute cannnnnnnn . cant get enuff from that movie .
can i watch death note marathon? mrt tu orchard after that .
went shopping at fareast . bought a top when we are not in there for 5mins .
jojo bought 2 tank top while jasmine bought 1 top . we all each bought a pair of flats =D
oh man. had been buying alot of heels etc etc .
i still have one pair of heels not worn yet . bought it lyk months ago.
2 pair of heels wore once . the others either i dont lyk le or cant fit .
ROAR . i think i'm crazee. lols . went back ps again for dinner , cafe cartel .
home after that . its lyk already midnight n my dad din utter a word .

its friday again ! currently at jasmine hse . goin work soon .
finally SS & maths test is over ! have confidence tt i will at least pass ;D
short day in sko today . chem test nxt week ? 2nd geog test the following week ?
gonna study hard for geog . chem ? uh-uh . lols .
i wanna go shopping ! movie then shopping tml ?
finally a weekend with lesser hmwk . guess i'm goin off now .
so yeah . tatas !



i will try tu live my life tu the fullest =D

dance today was great . i love the cheorography . we are split into 2 grps .
the rat n the soldiers . i'm in the soldiers . but i love the rat cheorography more .
but is ok . compo test today . wasnt prepared at all . juz anyhow bomb lor .
spend the whole of chinese lesson talking with lynette =D n CDP lesson .
woah fun . talking about tt made in china qin lao shi . was so funny .
we were lyk asking mrs loo tu guess what AQA stands for . ( anti-QIN-association )
oh n guess what ! i forgot how tu say the pledge today . chen ning was laughing .
suddenly forgot n the word * blahh * juz came out of my mouth . n tt dunno what sentence .
got the what achieve smth smth n i suddenly said inequality . LOL .
bobian . this friday maths test on inequality . ahahahs .
went compass after sko . ate n studied a lil for my SS test this friday .

movie marathon again this sat ? =DDDDD
i wanna watch p.s i love yoo , L change the world n jumper !
my bday is coming in 13 more days tym !
n pay is coming in 14 more days tym !
terrence n erika bday tml ?

from left . mel , jojo , cody , jasmine , me , sherlynn , fabian

its jojo bday . 0102.

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taken on jasmine bday . which is on lyk. 17 jan .




goin tu bugis tu get jasmine bday prezzie .

finally gonna blog with photos . erm . super long ago photos .
will post more photos on my nxt post . not super logn ago photos .
but quite long ago photos . LOL ?
anyway . HAPPY VALENTINE DAY !
yeah . spending it at home . but is ok . i dun wanna squeeze in town with those couples . lol .
received little gifts from alot of peeps in sko today .
thanks babes ! love ya guys LOADS ! felt so loved today . =DDD

new year was ok . not alot of angbaos as my relative passed away =(
but is ok la . 3rd day of new year went ps with jasmine josephine n melissa .
caught 3movies ! kung fu dunk , ah long ptd ltd , cj7 .
super nice shows . especially kungfu dunk n ah long ptd ltd . ( tt guy so hot can ! )
as usual . i make alot of noise during the show . melissa n jojo was so paisae =x
thats me . tuu bad ! LOL .

sko today was alright . except for maths lesson ! i cant understand what mrs loo is teaching .
ROAR . gonna study after work this weekend . F&N course work is driving me crazee .
F&N test nxt mon . maths test nxt fri . i hope theres no more test .
Bio is the onli subject i passed this year . 25/35 . i'm aiming tu get higher ! dun care .
the other test all get single digit scores . lalala .
dance ytd was ok . ran 2km in the morning . it almost kill me. LOL .
tuu long nv run . old already . ahahahas . dun wanna elaborate more during dance class .
currently starting on my pure.lit homework . n work tml !

p.s i miss shopping !

had not been touching my comp these few days or weeks .
stupid virus . damn dulan . had been feeling super down lately .
n i cant stop spending money . ( i believe shopping cure depression)
i buy stuff for the sake of buying n spending money . zZz
and . my left eye got this stupid injury cause by my contact lens .
gotta stop wearing contacts n yeah . bought a new spect tt cost 2OObucks -.-
melissa cant stand me looking so guai . wahahahas . i'm carrying a backpack tuu !
chinese new year performance is finally over ! reunion dinner with my family was ok .
juz tt i dun have the appetite tu eat , lately . dun have the mood .
but still force myself tu eat . lol. alot of test coming up . gotta study hard .
(maybe except for chem ) i miss goin tu the beach ! ok thats random . lols .
theres alot of stuff i miss doing la . but no tym . roar .
movie marathon with my babes this sat ! looking forward tu it .


theres alot of stuff i'm keeping it inside me . i dun feel lyk talking about it .
or i dun even noe how tu put it tu words . rahhh . something is driving me insane !
nvm . let me continue suffering from insanity . n lastly .
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ! ! !

busy n tired is all i can say . busy with dance , work and sko .
always have not enough time tu slp or do hmwk . so slp during lesson tym .
poor mdm woo . our class cant stop making her angry . n our chinese cher .
but quite fun la . =x i love being in class now . except during those boring lesson .
n ytd cher read out my chinese compo ! i wrote bout tt si pui bor for chinese compo .
n cher said i wrote well =D my classmates were laughing when cher was reading la .
n i love pe lessons ! mr yon was lyk saying . surprisingly this gal is quite good at racket games
=D his my pe teacher this year n last year . he lose tu me while playing badminton n tenis !
muahahahahhaha . okok . no more about teacher .
currently at jasmine hse . cant use my com at home. the stupid virus ! ROAR !
chinese new year is drawing near ! i want alot alot of angbaos !
rahhhh . haven buy all my stuff for cny yet . no money !
V-day is coming soon tuu ! n still the same . single ! i'm always single during V-day .
so anyone wanna jio me ? LOL . kidding . i wanna stay single for this year .
dun care dun care . lols . unless................. hmmm.................................................................

will update soon with photos !

after cca carnival performance . i'm the 2nd one from left =D

the first from the left !

spot me .




gonza rocks <3

my short short fringe . lols .


the bracelet dominik gave me . theres my name on it . but cant see here .
haven wear it yet . its a x'mas gift . lols .

busy with school nowadays . i try not tu slp during lessons n pay attention .
n try tu go tu the toilet less often =D oh and ! do my homework MYSELF .
spent my last sat n sun working . haven got my pay ! rah !
is lyk becoming later each month la . standard . when i got my pay .
my mum would borrow money from me . i'm giving her half of my pay =D
i'm such a good daughter eh ? lols . same thing lor . after sko go compass eat eat .
mel help me with my maths homework . she's on the verge of killing me i think .
i keep asking lyk alot of dumb question . almost forgotten everything i learn last year .
n i dun reali understand what mrs loo is teaching .
i prefer the way mr michael teaches us .
n n . i love mrs siva ! my F&N teacher . oh n guess what . i'm the F&N rap =D
miss la-li-ta is my bio teacher . she taught me when i was in sec 1 . nice teacher tuu .
n chemistry- mrs teo . she taught me in sec 1 tuu . she SUCKS . everyone agree eh ?
i'm ...er ...gonna study hard this year . i will try tu learn as much as possible .
dunno why i somehow had lost interest in using my com . lazy n busy . lols .
work tml after sko =D gonna sleep early . goin off now . tatas !

still have a few more stuffs tt i haven bought for sko . roar .
i think my form teacher mrs loo is ok . co-form tt ' made in china ' teacher . LOL .
i dunno y i call her tt . =x she gave us a compo tu write lyk on the 2nd day of sko .
cca carnival performance last friday . i THINK we did OK . lols . 3days of practise ?
muscle cramp all over . had been a reali long tym since i reali dance .
asyraf apiz they all came tuu =D
and i'm glad tu see my frens in school . lyk suhailah . siti . etc .
i miss colin nicholas suhailah edmund jing long they all in my class .
no one for me tu bully . no one tu play poker cards with me . LOL .
n suhailah ! the non stop bitching session we always have =x

work today . 3 - L . mrt tu clarke quay with josephine .
had laksa b4 work . break tym at around 4 ? had hakodate ramen .
had a hard tym deciding what tu eat . zZz . was quite busy in the nite .
n kah fei is back ! talk n talk n talk . lols . end work at around 11pm.
home after tt . no stars at all. sadded . work tml . 12 - L .
ihateschool.

happy new year =D its 2008 already .
hope it would be better than this 2007 .
no more problems n living each day happily .
had dance in the morning . tiring but fun . jasmine yap train us today.
home after tt . bath n stuff . slept . den work .
met jojo around 3plus . mrt tu clarke quay . ate at food court .
i started tu love the food there =D 2 newbies today .
pei yun n cherrie . tt pei yun . zZz . dun wanna talk about her .
end work a 11plus . mrt home . while jasmine n jojo went for mel.y chalet .
but they end up din go . went tu tt temple there as they having some count down thingy .
reach there 5mins b4 the fireworks. look up the sky n saw many stars !
around 20 i think . the fireworks are super nice . i love it .
i think that was the nicest fireworks among all i had seen .
watch it with . suprisingly my SIS n kimberly . den some lucky draw thingy n i'm home .
sko is lyk juz 1 more day away . 2007 ended juz lyk this . . .