MissyBlack
but thats ok. i just need tu talk tu some non-living things.
( the only photo i can find in jo's brother comp, taken like 10months ago?)
am currently in jo's house.
supposed tu be staying over night tu study, but she end up sleeping at like 3am ?
i only reach her place at like..... 2? so end up i din do anything.
except comp. and watched some really really hilarious videos.
omg, just the thought of it makes me wanna laugh again!
haix, social studies and chem paper on monday.
i do have the sense of urgency about those papers.........
but i just somehow cant settle myself down these days.
and maybe because i missed out too much over the years and i dunno how tu start
studying for it . oh yes, did i mention that i have no start revision for chem ?
dammit. no use complaining here and doing nothing about it.
forget it .
just cant wait for o's tu be over. cant wait for graduation high tea.
cant wait tu go bangkok with the girls in december.
cant wait tu work again .
but................o's is still not over yet ! 4more days of 7more papers !
jiayou jessie! i know yoo can do it.
dun disappoint people around yoo please.
especially those few teachers and those who have helped yoo in maths.
i'm also wondering if i'm really suffering from insomnia. or i'm just stress out.
been only sleeping for around 5hours per day and i can go on a day without
feeling tired. and in the night when i'm supposed tu feel tired, i'm not.
i need tu really force myself tu sleep. like last night.
slept at 6am ? woke at up at 11am not feeling tired at all.
gosh, if this go on i think i'm gonna take sleeping pills.
i'm so afraid that i wont be able tu sleep the day before the exam.
lets pray this wont happen.
guess i needa go wake the pig up and get home soon.
bye blog. dunno when would be the next time i'll touch yoo again.
damn, i really miss the past. i know there's no way i can move on if i dun let it go.
but its very difficult.
Dance my sorrows away(Friday, October 30, 2009!)
MissyBlack
photo taken by jo =D
its gonne be 3am soon ! school later on !
meeting the girls for breakfast at 6am .
damn, AYG performance. really dont wanna do it,
but i have no choice =(
din study at all this whole holiday.
i only rmb that i slept ALOT , town ALOT,club, slack ALOT, eat and watch tv.
i think the earliest time i woke up is at 2pm ? lol.
got this survey job form fabeha =) thanks man !
but i think its a little tu late. i'm afraid i've not enough time tu finish it.
why is there no extend of holidays ! ROAR.
edited (monday)
din sleep at all man ! just ly on my bed whole night till jasmine morning call me.
she was like : yoo wake up already ?
me : i haven sleep yet. LOL .
and guess what ! i got sent home today ! my temp. was just 37.3
and down with a little cough and sore throat .
so now i have 2days of MC.
currently at fren house . ahahahas.
trying tha lady GaGa bow hair style. i manage tu do it on her man !
but she failed tu do it on me. sadded =(
nvm, will try it on myself .
damn its 3am already. needa get home soon !
i really need tu wake up. cant go on like this anymore.
Dance my sorrows away(Monday, June 29, 2009!)
MissyBlack
i know i'm sick i still wanna eat all those junk food.
i know i have sore throat and cough i still wanna eat tom yum in the middle of the night.
and i know i gonna wake up the next day with no voice,
but i dun care.
i just wanna stay up late everyday and just waste my day.
i know o's are nearing but i dun give a flying fuck .
i dunno whats wrong with me nowadays.
i feel so lost .
damn, i really need tu relieve myself.
not those going tu toilet . lol.
st.james tml !
Dance my sorrows away(Thursday, June 25, 2009!)
MissyBlack
i'm currently irritating the hell out of jo in msn. wahahahas.
she wanna hammer me now. LOL .
she's asking me for hammer but i told her
i dunno where izit. somewhere in the storeroom i guess ?
hah .
i'm so bored that i can cry -.-
zZz . not tired at all. i slept at 11Am ++ this morning only.
last night jo called me around midnight and jio me for supper.
of cuz go la ! ahahahs. was so hungry man.
jo's brother was the driver man. but he abit not familiar with the road.
initially we were supposed tu have madjack at jalan kayu.
but it was closed ! so went kovan for hongkong cafe instead.
we reached there around 1 . power right.
dunno drive how many rounds around sengkang. LOL .
pool after that . played that table soccer with jo.
omg, i was screaming like mad woman man .
home around 3am++ . still not tired.
dance rehearsal tml !
'' ... but the thing i look for ............ , ..... aint gonna be you. ''
damn. this line yoo said really cuts so deep like a knife .
i really dun wanna face the reality that we're done with each other.
i dun wanna accept the fact that we aint cut out for each other.
its so ridiculous that 2person cant be tgt cause of their characters .
thats what i think.
would be happier without yoo ? nono, am not.
whatever it is, i just gotta face the fact that we are friends again.
is not that i dun feel contented, its just that i think we shouldnt have
ended up this way . felt ... so wrong .
damn, i dunno what am i talking.
ithinkimissyootoomuch.
PMS.
Dance my sorrows away(Monday, June 22, 2009!)
MissyBlack
before .
liting jo meiyi me jasmine
during.
&...after !
i thought it was good =D
music always sucks at the early part ! better at the later part.
i think this update quite overdue. lols.
it was like on tuesday and i only update on saturday. LOL.
photos on thurs when we went for sheesha .
lazy tu update other photos on that day. hahas.
some left early =(
special term is canceled ! which means one more week of holiday !
shiok shiok ! but still need tu go back on monday for AYG rehearsal and
friday for oral. roar. whatever !
i miss the laughter from yoo whenever i'm tickling yoo =(
Dance my sorrows away(Saturday, June 20, 2009!)
MissyBlack
i'm not emo-ing. i think.
i'm still lazy tu post up all those picturessssssss.
sheesha just now with kumar suz fab ara roshan varun adam and adam's fren.
was nice catching up a little here and there.
sort of celebrated kumar's belated bday.
was suppose tu celebrate both kumar and vikkash belated bday,
but vikkash couldnt make it =(
met sister for awhile after that . was home before midnight man !
kumar said i'm not been my usual self. i'm not this quiet at all,
i'm always the noisy one. always screaming and yelling everywhere.
guess i'm just not in the mood anymore.
damn. my sore throat is so bad now.
it hurts whenever i swallow my saliva and talk.
and the headache is not going away !
down with slight fever now.
i hate this feeling.
guess my life's good now, but it would be great if yoo were around .
damn. i cant stop thinking everyday.
Dance my sorrows away(Thursday, June 18, 2009!)
MissyBlack
i have many many many photos with me now ! but i'm so lazy tu update as
i'm afraid i got not enough time.
gonna go prepare in like 30mins-1hr time.
yep, going butter.f later !
the saddest thing is, i lost both a bf and a goodfren.
imy, badly.
Dance my sorrows away(Tuesday, June 16, 2009!)