urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! i feel lyk breaking down. i feel lyk dying. when u* told me that*. i felt so numb inside. i dunno tu cry. tu hate her. or tu bless the 2 of yoo. i feel lyk a nitemare begining. boy, its onli yoo. why did i let myself believe tt miracle could happen. and now i had tu pretend, tt i dun reali care. i tot u were my fairy tale, a dream when i'm not slping. now upon hearing tt..i noe u were my fairy tale no more. n dreams were meant for slping...........

[[cries]]