school was alright . i cant concentrate . i would juz stare into space and daydream .
only have like few hours of sleep everyday . but i dont feel tired at all .
kept thinking and thinking bout some *stuff . ROAR .
how i wish when i'm walking under some block then some flower pot will juz drop
down and juz kena my head and after that i would juz lost all my memories . lols .
ok, ignore what i juz said . i dont want tu forget my frens. they are tuu precious tu me .
i had already finish my antibiotics and other medicine , but my cough haven go away !
its so irritaing . my cough gets real bad especially in the night .
i'm currently waiting for kumar tu call me and go jogging together .
though doctor say i should not have any sports this week .
i need tu lose calories ! maybe keeping myself busy could juz keep my mind off that bastard .
i seriously need tu move on with life and stop thinking bout the past .
but the problem is ....i cant . oh my, i feel so miserable .
i dunno what tu do but juz put on a happy face wherever i go .
my mother can see that i'm not happy . lols . i dont know how the hell she know .
she even ask me whether did i fell out of love . lols . i wanna hug someone so badly .
and i know , i cant have him in my arms anymore . urgh , y am i still thinking bout him.
i swear i will get over yoo . i swear .








seems lyk juz yesterday, yoo were a part of me .
i used tu stand so tall, used tu be so strong.
your arms around me tight .
everything it felt so right , unbreakable lyk nth could go wrong.
now i cant breathe , no i cant sleep , i'm barely hanging on .
i told yoo everything, open up and let yoo in.
yoo made me feel alright for once in my life .
now all thats left for me, is what i pretend tu be .
so together but so broken up inside.
I never felt nothing in the world lyk this before
now I’m missing yoo and I’m wishing yoo would come thru my door .
why did you have to go? Yoo could have let me know, so now I’m all alone
the days feel like years when I'm alone
when you're gone the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it ok , i miss you.
all I ever wanted was for yoo to know ,
everything I do I give my heart and soul.
yoo said yoo had change . but now , i dun think so . yoo got me hurting so bad.
the feeling that I'm feeling now -
now that I don't hear your voice
or even touch and kiss your lips cuz i don't have a choice.
i cant deal with the pain of losing yoo .

my head is saying , fool, forget him .
my heart is saying , dun let go .