was home as early as 3plus today . finally got no activities after sko .
since i'm so tired and my whole back and hands are aching due tu dance pratise ytd ,
decided tu go home n rest . but i got really bored at home and suddenly feel lyk goin town .
lols . so was thinking maybe i could juz go town with my sis in law tu catch a movie,
but she went out -.- forget it . so bathe and stuff . went down tu mall tu buy food .
i spent bout 20+ on food . lols . and those food are :
a tub of ben&jerry's ice cream;
a box of sticks ice cream;
a packet of potato chips;
long john silver (grill2);
packet campbell soup .
yeah, i noe . all junk food . but i dont care . i always turn tu food whenever
i'm upset about something . or i'm juz feeling down for no reason .
i think thats the reason y i will put on weight . lols .
i had no idea how much tym i spent in ntuc tu decide what tu buy . lols .
i noe it sound crazee . i'm lyk SHOPPING in NTUC .
want tu buy this buy that . but end up din buy . lols . and yes. i went alone .
i juz need tu be alone . i want tu be alone . maybe sometimes being alone is better .
and during today geog lesson . mdm lee keep went lyk ' delta, delta, delta'
it juz sound lyk d*lt*n . couldnt stand it . juz feel lyk screaming at her and ask her
tu shaddup . but i noe i cant . those who noe about or noe d*lt*n ,good for yoo .
man, i'm so tired ...................... and .......... i feel lyk eating again . lols.

i can't escape the thought of yoo. even in my dreams yoo are there.

it's not fair how yoo are gone, and how yoo are moving on so fast,

while i am still living in the past.