i woke up early especially 4 JARON. went tu sko wib him. get down da lrt on da nxt station. dumb. i noe. n he make me wait for 5 min. so good of him. roy juz keep smsinq me la. my new gan di. i jzu told him tt i goin tu sko wib jaron. n he think tt i lyk him -.- i say i goin out with bryan. he think i lyk him. wtf? his thinkinq sorta childish la. lols. n ytd got some daiji wib his pri sko fren. ask me help -.- reach sko n roy was not der. he went tu run around da sko. n tt sec 1 guy tt i said was jun hui sec 1 version was der tuu. he ish RITZIO. LOL. tts da guy emily had a crush on. n i oso said he quite yan dao. more good lookinq den jun hui. LOL. he ish my gan di now. hehe. emily, good taste. had 2 gan di n 2 gan mei frm sec 1. dey r CUTE! dance practise was hard today. mr ben get abit agitated when we r not progressinq fast enuff. sob. after practise went tu find carina. it was lyk 1 min b4 assembly n she went tu da opposite blk tu borrow cdp file frm bryan. her body felt so cold la. da weather was damn hot la. i was lyk prayinq..plz dun faint plz dun faint. lols. juz b4 da pledge she lyk buey tahan liddat den i cal out tu miss joseph. cher help her intu da class n rest. all da lesson today was seriously damn borinq. except 4 cdp. haha. n i was damn pissed by my chinese teacher la. EVERY lesson without wil ask mi tu listen durinq lesson. i was lookinq out of da window for tt few sec n she ask mi tu look at white board. thish ish fine. wat make mi pissed is tt. she ask us tu take down those notes on da board. yes i did. n suddenly ask mi look up n pay attention. wtf is tt? den i gave her a buey sonq look. she stare at mi i stare at her. she continue with her lesson. chen ninq n carina was lyinq on da table la. oso nv get scolded. PCB! i did nth ronq la. i hand up every hmwk in tym la. i dun tok in her class la. wtf is her prob? after sko went tu sci lab tu do pw de experiment. onli took us bout 10mins? den we start takinq fotos here n der. LOL. wil upload foto if carina send those pic tu comp. n tt sec 1 guy , jeremy. quarrel wib jaron n jas. cuz juz now recess tym jeremy dao jas. den act til veh benq. jaron say wan beat him up. he gave him a veri veri sarcastic reply : wahh..i veri scare sia. jaron buey tahan go push him. i was der crappinq la. LOL. went tu plaza after tt wib jaron jas n jo. saw desmond n his frens. din reali care la. but jo went tu chat wib him which i dun reali lyk la. ayu , nabila, rashidah n farida was sittinq opposite of mi. dey keep askinq whether jaron my guy ar. ass -.- dey go ask jaron. n guess wat jaron replied. yes. n dey believed la! PUI ! stupid jaron. i wil rmb de. went hm around 6.30. my father ish oreadi hm. dead. lols.

i feel so fake inside.
i feel lyk we were lyk cartoon characters.
juz a sudden feelinq.
mayb its reali tym tu gib up.
but i juz cant let go. how?