ppl around me oways say i look weird with black hair. haix. wat tu do? lols. today lessons was alright. nth much tu tok about. i'm feeling quite down for no reason. lols. no ppl notice except for carina. i oso dunno y la. after sko - jas jojo emily n jaron went tu suntec. i dun feel lyk goin. mel n pl got band. sherlynn meeting her mum. so left mi onli. so i went for da literature movie screening. i suddenly felt so lonely. every person in sistarhood seems tu b veri bz every day after sko. n now emily is with dem cuz jaron got go. juz wat's so great about jaron? onli looks? pui. sorrie if i offended some of yoo. i juz dun care la. bak tu da movie. nice nice. VERI sad ending. lols. went hm after da movie. alot of stuffs were goin thru my mind. ppl around mi behave so weird. i juz dun feel great goin tu sko. tml is valentine. i wonder whether where my frens r goin. nvm. tatas~

i'm sick n tired of everything.
i tot WE would b possible.
all the tym u gave mi false hope.
i'm holding on tu a impossible dream.
so might as well 4get it.
dun make me hate yoo.
here i'm trying tu comfort yoo,
n der u juz wont cherish it.
so wat u wan?
dun think tt i love yoo,
yoo can take it for granted.
u noe how much it hurts tu c u lyk this?